Karma hits hard

Everyday i wake up and things hit me continuously non stop... but thats the deal with the universe that i have to bare with, and what makes me sad is that a girl that i care only use me when she is down or in danger. Im like her place to let all negative impact to me, even she knows i like her but im only her play toy when she needs me either than that i wont hear a new from her.. LIFE SUCKS SO FAR. Well theres alot extreme things to do out there then to think of this matter. History repeats itself. i thank melissa and all those who are involve. LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCHHHHHHH FFFF