Our anniversary :)

Well its not today but i only able to go online today, weeeee. Its been one year now me and her, even we have bad ups and downs but we manage to pull it through, haha i dont even know how. But to think bout it its worth it.

Its was a nice day, we get to hang out and have a good dinner at T.G.I. hey its the though tht counts huhuhu. We had a romantic dinner together she look so preety and beautiful in that dress, plzz wear again soon when we go for dinner again k.....

I love you mel.

Tired of giving in!!!!

Thats it, if you want to be like this fine. I have bring down my ego to the max level and you still being like this fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, say hello to MEGAT. you ask for it, i wont be hadi this time, i be Megat, yes the royalty ONE...

I been nice, i ask for your forgiveness and everything. The fact is you think im gonna sleep with another girl, wei, im better then that k. If you think im like that your wrong. I dont sleep around. Thats why you scared im going to langkawi because of this. Cant believe this, u are so closed minded. Gosh la.......

Nasty day

Today i screw my account and no only that, so does my relationship. I know its my fault because i did tn tell her the necessary things that i should. Im just scared that you get things wrong if i told you but things are worst when i didtn tell you anything and you have to find out for yourself in facebook.

I have no feelings for her at all, i only love you Mel. I understand if you wont trust me as much as before, and i dont mind if you dont want to tell me anything. Its my punishment, to you i will feel nothing, but the fact is i do. I m your bf how can i not, i know im full of dissapointment to you but i will never cheat on you. Its me to hang out with gurls even before we became a couple.

But i understand your feelings, theres nothing much i can say then i love you. But that will never be enough to cover for my mistakes. I m sorry melissa jane. I kneal down to you for forgiveness. I will always love you

Dont let yourself down, dont let your self go, your last chance have arrive.

Best, youve got to be the best, youve got to change the world, and use this chance to be heard,

your time is now.

madness in suriamas

My seksi gurl.

Gosh i love her so much.... She turns me on always. Even if we have our ups and downs yet we still able to get together that is how much we love each other. I would never trade her for anything and i mean anything in the world. Give me a million i throw that money at your face hahaha.

Its goin to be a year i been with her, i never regret the day i say i like her. The first date we when to where i and her joke on the rooftop. We were shy and blushing (only melissa) haha. We frequently go out to get to know with each other and finally we declare it at MPH bookstore One utama. French section, i still remember haha. You were blushing madly. Im proud to show you off i dont care what people say about you, what matter the most is that the love we share. You are willing to sacrifice so much just for me. I would do the same for you dear..

Today i keep remembering the day when we first started as bf and gf. I miss you so mch melissa.

The most freaking day ever!!!!

I hate today, haiz. I feel so down to the max even i donno why. Its a fucked up feeling men, some part of me feel unsatisfied, some part feel ' i dont care' whatever la. Tired being pissed angry, envy. Lately the envy prob is bugging me, im envy of my whole freaking surrounding when i used to dont give a dam. Wat the fuck, I shoultn have this kind of feeling, Its not me at all. Some people are lucky and some are born unlucky.

Good things comes to people who wait.

I think i keep to this quote. Its true sometimes coz if you wait things will come to you in a better form. I may not have what i want now, one day when that specifiq time comes i will have all that i want. My god help me in my journey Amin.

Why you being like this?

Haiz, we had a wonderfull day today but i dont understand why must you spoilt it. Just because of the mistake i did or because tht girl took the facebook game thing and i got cute and you being like this.

I donno la, i though you should understand me when my finals are coming, but you keep ask me to do this and that. I visited you when i have so many things to do, but you still act like this. Now you want me to come more. I f i have the time i would without hesitation, but the prob i have things to do and stuff to settle with. I told you before i get very frustrated when i cant make you happy, but you always very found of doing that i donno why.

You always bring up one thing to another, haiz. Sometimes i ask myself am i a dissapointment to you. You always want me to to everything for you without thinking the trouble i might get myself into. But i still do it coz you know why, coz i love you. I just donno what to say.

unforgetable day thx to her

Today was the best day ever. I get to spent time with my gurl to the max. But i didtn want her to go back, did some studying and some other activity hahaha, but besides that it was the best. Just by looking at her kitten eyes, her smooth chick as if like baby bottoms, juicy lips haiz just turns me on.

I dont care what people think bout her, she is mine, i love her for who she is. I dont want her to be miss perfect all i want is for her to love me for who i am and she doing it excelently. I realy wish she could stay wit me, coz i need her 24 7.

Always love you melissa jane. muaxxxxxx

What a sick day.

Today was the most uhh day, walk my way through K.L, arhhhh it is so crowded. gosh i cant believe the heat. I prefer OU, Pav, or anything that is cool. Not burning hot. But what to do you can only find good cloth at k.l ma...

Besides when to K.L nothing much happen, came back play game then get ready to buka puasa lor. Cant wait to see my darling dear tomorow. I love you melissa jane Muaxxx

Bored day

Well today is the most boring day ever, sit at home practically do nothing but study, ugh, what a life. Hope there is something more interesting tomorrow then today....

I woke up and practically just when and watch television, then abit of studying due to finals, then face the PS. My god what a tragic. I need something, something to pump my Adrenalin. So theres not much to write about today. But i will keep on updating.