i Never meant to

its been bad this pass day, on sat my car totally broke down and i have to chip in my own cash, but i dont mind cause somehow i feel proud of doing it because its my money repairing it. But the main thing is i hurt the one person that i actually love and i really dont mean too. I wish i didnt do does things that i did. I been stress with my report, its my final term and im depress. I want to express it out but you working, so i keep on building my frustration till i just explode. But its wrong of me because i know you need me more then i need you. But due to my failure controling my anger i just realease it all out. This was the side of me where i dont want you to experience with me but somehow faith want you to see it. I donno what to say but just that im sorry.