At times My life can be Speechless............. MADNESS DI GENTING

Now listen to me baby Before i love and leave you They call me heart breaker I don't wanna decieve you If you fall for me I'm not easy to please I'mma tear you apart Told you from the start, baby from the start. I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Theres not point trying to hide it No point trying to erase me I know i got a problem By doing this behavior and I know karma's gonna get me back for being so cold Like a big bad wolf I'm born to be bad and bad to the bone If you fall for me I'm only gonna tear you apart Told ya from the start

Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a girl and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to her I just can't be true And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills her inside To know that I am happy with some other girl I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see her die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt her anymore I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, she's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the guys
A lie I didn't have to tell Because i only know where I'm about to go And i know it very well

Our love, her trust I might as well take a gun And put it to her head Get it over with I don't wanna do this

Network connection down

wont be connected to any internet services including Facebook, tweeter if possible msn till i find the sense to be online till then HADI PEREIRA SIGNING OUT

im 21 soon and im asking permission HAHAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! how bout i be baby back again since im not allowed to do mistake ma... always must do the right thing... HELLOOOOOOOO EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER.

I know deep down you upset with me even you wont admit it because its not the first time i experience this kinda things but basically my entire life experience. I am sick and all i wanted was you to be there but you seem no mood at all to even talk to me or chat with me. I can see your pretending when you chat with me. I know im wrong for doing so, i didn't ask to get sick, but i still make the afford to meet you even when i was beginning to get sick just to see you because i really missed you. Even now i feel restless because there's never enough when im with you. If possible i want to be with you every minute and every second, but things got into the way how am i to actually overcome it if its out of my hands. I can just be in silence.

what should i do when things dont go according to plan

why i always end up in various types of mess which i didnt intend to actually have any of them

how am i going to make those around me happy and at the same time satisfying my needs

where am i going to find a peaceful solution without hurting anyone

when is the time i will be able to be on my own