Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a girl and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to her I just can't be true And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills her inside To know that I am happy with some other girl I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see her die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt her anymore I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, she's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the guys
A lie I didn't have to tell Because i only know where I'm about to go And i know it very well

Our love, her trust I might as well take a gun And put it to her head Get it over with I don't wanna do this