WHO AM I?

who am i, and what have i become? I AM so frustrated with myself that i losing part myself, the hadi that i knew before is almost dead and gone, and the new hadi is soo wild,, rebelious, and who knows what else. haish

Learning to open my heart

After a month over im beginning to open my heart to this girl, but the prob the girl that i beginning to have feeling is a super popular girl, yes we chat and exchange numbers but what are the odds me with her.. only time will tell

Bad Habits Change you

Karma hits hard

Everyday i wake up and things hit me continuously non stop... but thats the deal with the universe that i have to bare with, and what makes me sad is that a girl that i care only use me when she is down or in danger. Im like her place to let all negative impact to me, even she knows i like her but im only her play toy when she needs me either than that i wont hear a new from her.. LIFE SUCKS SO FAR. Well theres alot extreme things to do out there then to think of this matter. History repeats itself. i thank melissa and all those who are involve. LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCHHHHHHH FFFF

At times My life can be Speechless............. MADNESS DI GENTING

Now listen to me baby Before i love and leave you They call me heart breaker I don't wanna decieve you If you fall for me I'm not easy to please I'mma tear you apart Told you from the start, baby from the start. I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

Theres not point trying to hide it No point trying to erase me I know i got a problem By doing this behavior and I know karma's gonna get me back for being so cold Like a big bad wolf I'm born to be bad and bad to the bone If you fall for me I'm only gonna tear you apart Told ya from the start

Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a girl and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to her I just can't be true And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills her inside To know that I am happy with some other girl I can see her dying

I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see her die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt her anymore I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, she's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long just hanging with the guys
A lie I didn't have to tell Because i only know where I'm about to go And i know it very well

Our love, her trust I might as well take a gun And put it to her head Get it over with I don't wanna do this