What has life though me so far?? well perhaps for me it define on the type of song im listening to. There come a point where i cant fight this feeling anymore. I forgotten what i started fighting for. Who am i, what am i trying to actually prove? why i am doing it in the first place? when will the time be for me to really look my inner self? what will i do when i found my true self? and how will i face it when the time comes? For my strength is actually my weakness. Am i really ready when the time comes? only time, experience and moments will tell.

The reason

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with every day

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why I need you to hear

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

Its time for a drastic change.... A moment of boy to man

Feel of the heart

Yea i tell you something, I think you'll understand,

when i say that something, I want to hold your hand, For i want to hold your hand....

Owh plz say to me, you'll let me be your man,

and plz say to me, you'll let me hold your hand, now let me hold your hand, i want to hold your hand...

And when i touch you, i feel happy inside, its such a feeling that my love i cant hide, i cant hide.......

Yea you got that something, i think you understand,

when i feel that something, i want to hold your hand, I want to hold your hand, i want to hold your hand.....

Just let me hold your hand

HE HE

Its been awhile since i updated my blog. Well all i can say is i found her i feel so comfortable being besides her i feel like we been together for a long time, there was no doubt in my feelings for her. She just right. She was always there for me and i hurt her in the pass bout now she's mine and i want to take care of her and not repeat the mistake that i did before. I just want to make things work out with her.

well i say it out even things was spilt out before i could do anything. but i say it out and im like speechless and donno what to say. The feeling that i kept for sometimes finally out. But i make a wrong move by not knowing what i was doing. Ahhh i feel so stupid well no point crying over spill milk. T.T

What have i Done

What can i say i made wrong decision which affect people i care the most but i was blinded but i myself not sure what............. IM SORRY