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Today the best day of a student in degree life....... Woke up this morning to know that my gums hurt even more then 2 days back. Can barely eat and the best part my face swell. SYOK GILER!!!!!
F*#K. I t was so pain that i cant focus in class and was struggling to do my exam cabai... Its seriously the best day today wahahahha. Not only that, my mobile phone got no credit. This is more enjoyable, cant message cant do nth dam. During lunch break went to library to lepak awhile while waiting for nichole. Hahaha didtn aspect she reply on my friend phone and i though she didn't came to college but she did. Weee the best. Did great in my purchasing exam today, got stuck in Taylor's from 5.45 until 7 its no joke...... Open the dam bridge la dammit. AKU MAU BUKAK PUASA LA!!!!!!! inconsiderate being...... Well thats all for today hmmm. Hope be interesting day tomorow and Au revoir et bon chance pour examination.!

Well what do we have here just another boring day. Practically did nth accept for studies and project. Chat with few of my friends and dota whole day. haha. Well just updated my blog and hope to write more i guess. Au revoir.

A little Something

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, noooooo

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no



You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time


You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby

After graduation

Well as you know i haven't updated much of my blog since was to busy right... Rightttttt. Anyways i use to be know as spm holder well not anymore, im a diploma holder now wohooooo. Anyways the friendship we build during diploma was treasure-full to me... now just stoning at home waiting for my intake in hmmm not sure the exact date... with few of my fwen and also can wait to o for a dine in or someone guest hahahaa..... well will keep update soon.... BLUE WAFFLE

Why there is such things as couple

Couple is a phase where a guy and a girl is together either in love or something else. But for a person that couple for real love and i mean realy real love, that means till death and when they broke up they either hurt so much or they just give up loving, thats true love. For me i feel that i loss it, i dont feeel it in me, i just like now, i dont want to be in serius relationship. Coz i cant give protection to my partner " so says her" maybe another guy can. it seems she fall for that guy since he gave her a phrase where she felt more secure with him then me. I know you made a right choice. i Hanve no control on you anymore. You can do anything dont consult me, consult him. No matter if you say he is a player or wat so ever bullshit i know you are interested in him. You listen to your friend more then your bf. All i can say is thx for loving me and thx for everything. Im always wrong for you. You can do watever you want b4, i cant. i can never do this or that. But you always can. I pronouce you SF. You just insult me by saying to study in uk is expensive and can i affort it. I know i cant but theres always a way to it. I know im not as wealthy as you but dont look down at me. I prove to you i will be the best even without the best education. Since you going overseas i know you going there to have fun. I hope you dont forget what you suppose to do there. Wishing you all the bestt

A love that will never be.

Its been awhile since my last blog, was to busy to online perhaps just lazy i guest. Last Sunday was our 1 year and 5 month anniversary together. I've never been so happy being with someone that i love more then my life, but.... to think of a certain things' about us makes me feel why i'm still clinging on.

There's this one incident that happen that make everything change, and i meant everything. I ask how does it feels to love someone so much but we can see that it end just like that and you still with that person loving each other so much. Before i use to dream of having a family of my own with the person that i love because she love me as much as i love her. But that was all before now its different, i see myself alone just with my parents no more wife nor kids. I know some will say its early for me to think about all this i hear it all the so just shut the fuck up.

Even though its early one day it will come, it still come no matter at what cause. I love this girl so much but i see there's not much hope on it. Now i just want to concentrate on my studies and focus on it to be success achieve my dream to be a Hotel Manager either with or without a soul mate. I care for you but not as before, i am letting you free to hang out with any guys you want i wont stop you like before, you can drink all you want party and everything, the more i care for you the more it hurts inside because when that day come i wont be with you it will just hurt me even more.

Dark Knight

One day in your life You'll remember a place Someone touching your face You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll . . .

One day in your life You'll remember the love you found here You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day . . .

One day in your life When you find that you're always waiting For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there.

Sometimes i wonder, when i think back of our past you were so much understanding when you were my friend. But when i couple with you, you always think of no 1. YOU. I understand im your bf but sometimes i want to feel what is like my gf pays me a visit once in awhile. I understand you have your reason but im doing this for u and all i want is you understand me when i say i cant see you. But you wont, you get angry, upset and al the negative thing throw at me.

Have once you think of me, my safety, my energy, my time, and all the things im willing to do for you just to impress you, or is it something that you think a boyfriend must do and its his job to full fill his duty. Its that a boyfriend all about. Have you though about the hate that is given to me, have you ever though of that. You only things what makes you happy but not me.
When i cant see you, you start comparing between me and you friend. Think of the distance how fucking far my house to yours. HAVE YOU!!! i guess not rite all you think of YOU YOU YOU.
When i hang out with my friends you get angry but when you hang out with yours its ok. HAiz.

I Have nth else to say.

Im just a dark knight who hides in the shadows, calls out when needed and cast away when not.